To The Future…

to one of those strange nights when u are sit at the computer and all of a sudden u start to think about life , the decisions made , the past the present and the future… when the right music kicks in on winamp .

i dont have nothing to fear nowadays , i really feel great with myself and everything surrounding me.  i got very few friends but man they sure are great and beyond awesome. i may not be in love and as a matter a fact i dont really need love in my life to be happy(one of the things i discover not so long ago) i think i discover what a really friendship is all about , giving meaning to little things that in the past didnt mean that much… i´ve become a betterman because of that also and so for that and for all the guidance and the wonderful and rare person u let me meet in you i thank you(u know who u are) . to all of u that somehow are part of my life even if we dont talk or see regulary or on a daily basis like once we did and to the person mention above…i love u all.

so what the future holds for me? i dont know really but honestly i´m not a little bit worried about it.  i´ve got everything that takes to be happy… good friends! i still may be a little bit difficult to understand at times but then again i know im a bit complicated…

come to think about it this may be my most sincere post ever, just being here writing what comes to mind at the moment looking at the picture above and with the same song repeating on winamp…

i´m alive…i feel great and to the horizon i will sail…with a proud smile on my face , never ever looking back

and quoting the end of this song (that is strongly becoming one of the top3 favorites of this band)

got back my innocence…got back my inner sense

still got it , still got it!

Pearl jam – In My Tree

🙂

Pedro Mendes a.k.a Menino dos Dons a.k.a Elastic Man a.k.a Pietro a.k.a Noo a.k.a Parker and some more i dont really recall now 🙂