well this next poem needs an intro… really terrible shity day at work , lots of stress , really really bad day.
so what did i do to try to avoid that?? well lets write something lol (yeah im a bit weird…whats new? )
when i ended it showed to one of my friends there , he liked it and dare me to write a next chapter , seeing visions from the otherside…which will be my post after this one…
as for now here it is
Last vision
on a beach
light years far away
watching waves crashing down
on the innocent valleys of sand
dont feel anything
odd waves dancing through pieces of
some now black sand
is the end so near?
blue sky turned red
the power of the sun
slowly fades away like rain
crashing into a multi color sea
the air that once was invisible
is turning visible
turning everything into grey
am i allucinating or is this real?
i look back and the green pure shore
has been broken down to common rocks
why is everything falling apart
when my eyes seem to be more sharp than ever?
making a way through whats left to see
the sun is dead and only ray of light
lights my way…it seems im alone in here
and its getting cold and cold as every seconds passes
this strange darkness surrounds me like a hole
all i see is black now
strangely enough i finally realise
the cold truth of it all
some say u see a tunnel and a white light
as for me…a perfect beach was my last vision
i fall down not feeling like a weakling
but accepting the truth…
fell today into oblivion
dark scary place in my mind
shallow lights placed
in a corner of my head
nothing to feel
nothing to win
cause i almost lost everything
inside chambers of my mind
the so called social behaviour
the self inflict laws of society
let me know im just an outside
i got my ideas and i´ll stick to them…
u cant do that , u cant say that
but what if i can…isnt that what freedom of speech is?
clear visions of a future that is most of time
just upside down
but if a new horizon is about to dawn
if i lost everything
i may have just gain everything i could
sometimes having nothing at all
is just have everything u could possible have!
Este ano esta a ficar cada vez melhor em termos de concertos…(eu bem tinha um feeling no inicio do ano que iria ser do caraiho este ano )
Pois bem…a senhora Björk vem a terras lusas para um concerto!! Nao conheco muito bem o trabalho dela , so mesmo os singles mas o que conheço gosto por isso la vou eu pela 1º vez ao festival sudoeste!
E nao sei porque mas algo me diz que esta semana ainda vem mais boas noticias…é um daqueles feelings :p
u were a disease
made of spike thorns
made me bleed twice…unclosed wound
now closed forever
a lesson learned for good
shallow people are like fire
the more consumed…the more they want to consume
with their high stupid immature pride
i just dont care now
im free from everything
feeling way to good to even looking back
i tryed everything i could
but when things arent just meant to be
then screw everything , i dont wanna be an inmate for life
erased from my life for good
i will walk proud
dont even think about come talk to me
if u happen to see me acroos a street
i learned a valuable lesson today
walking blind for ages
foul me once shame on me
foul me twice its time to learn
and i´ve learned
im not alone, im not sad
hell i dont even feel any regrets about this
im happy , way to fucking happy
i got friends and im free
as for u…u arent even a ghost from my past
things come and go
failed romantic relationships
but i stand here for the first time
happy , smiling
and loving deeply every second
of my new found freedom!
of my new found happiness!
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